Tom MacDonald - I Wish
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[00:00.58]I Wish - Tom MacDonald
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[00:09.18]I wish I wasn't fat I wish I wasn't gay
[00:11.57]I wish I wasn't black I wish that I was brave
[00:14.01]I wish I wish I wish with every candle on the cake
[00:15.96]That I could quit doin' these d**gs but I can't and I'm afraid
[00:18.80]I wish that I was smart I wish that I was rich
[00:21.17]I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive
[00:23.48]I wish that I could help I wish I wasn't sick
[00:25.98]I wish that I was Tom MacDonald I'd be just like him
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[00:30.78]I wish I wasn't sober I miss it when the party wasn't over
[00:33.87]Happiness was right around the corner
[00:35.70]Every single night was like the best one of our lives now we're older
[00:38.58]The good old days are out of reach I wish that they were closer
[00:40.93]I wish I wasn't anxious and I wish I could fast forward
[00:43.17]And I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that controller
[00:45.80]I wish the nights were longer and I wish the days were shorter
[00:47.95]And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure
[00:50.40]I feel crazy I wish that I was normal
[00:52.45]I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal
[00:54.80]Take me to the oracle I heard that time is borrowed
[00:57.19]Can you give me back my yesterdays
[00:58.35]I'll give you my tomorrows
[00:59.62]Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow
[01:02.54]Before all of the tattoos and the cornrows
[01:04.43]I was different I was happy
[01:05.33]I was calmer I was young and full of hormones
[01:07.14]Now I'm wishing for a time machine I'd step into that portal and be gone
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[01:11.23]I wish on shooting stars or were they satellites
[01:15.90]Maybe they were too far hey-oh-nah-nah
[01:20.70]I must've blown apart a million dandelions
[01:25.50]Now they don't grow in my yard hey-oh-nah-nah
[01:29.56]I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried
[01:31.73]Used to live like I was ready for it always in a hurry
[01:34.09]Now I'm worried all my memories are blurry
[01:36.00]I'm just barely turning 30 and the voices in my head are tryna hurt me
[01:39.16]The choices that I made make me feel dirty I was 25 at 13
[01:41.99]I was smoking with the seniors drinking beer and getting flirty
[01:44.41]Now the Ativan ain't working I need something even stronger
[01:46.81]Give me childhood my mother and my father and my sister
[01:49.20]And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I missed
[01:51.55]While I'm touring the country for a living
[01:53.77]Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the closet
[01:56.48]Give me everything I wish I had oh wait I think I got it
[01:59.01]I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish
[02:01.17]This is awesome man I wish I had a friend to tell I'd call him
[02:03.70]And I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom
[02:06.01]And would everyone believe me if I told 'em I had fallen
[02:08.36]I'ma jump
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[02:10.00]I wish on shooting stars or were they satellites
[02:14.68]Maybe they were too far hey-oh-nah-nah
[02:19.48]I must've blown apart a million dandelions
[02:24.24]Now they don't grow in my yard hey-oh-nah-nah
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[02:29.65]I wish we were kids again
[02:31.50]Before everything was on Instagram hey-oh
[02:34.43]The things were so simple then
[02:36.20]Me my tree fort all of my friends
[02:38.82]Way back when on Beaver Drive
[02:40.99]When the floor was lava I could fly hey-oh
[02:44.06]Wished I was big like them
[02:45.89]Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again
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[02:49.52]I wish on shooting stars or were they satellites
[02:54.27]Maybe they were too far hey-oh-nah-nah
[02:59.03]I must've blown apart a million dandelions
[03:03.84]Now they don't grow in my yard hey-oh-nah-nah
[03:08.68]I wish on shooting stars or were they satellites
[03:13.46]Maybe they were too far hey-oh-nah-nah
[03:18.21]I must've blown apart a million dandelions
[03:23.06]Now they don't grow in my yard hey-oh-nah-nah