Trevor Poole - Why (Explicit)

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[00:00.00]Why (Explicit) - Trevor Poole
[00:15.73]Depression brewin' inside of me
[00:17.53]My constant fear and anxiety
[00:19.37]I cannot pinpoint the reasons why
[00:21.40]I don't feel like part of society
[00:23.36]And I could try to take a look inside
[00:25.32]To figure out
[00:25.94]Why I feel so hurt
[00:26.87]Why I lack self worth
[00:27.81]Why my life's been pain
[00:28.65]Since the day of my birth
[00:29.75]And I still feel worse
[00:30.62]When the pain returns
[00:31.51]Too many things in my mind I can't figure out
[00:33.36]All the time you guys would yell
[00:34.67]And cuss each other out
[00:35.54]You don't care about the demons in my mind
[00:37.10]'Cause you had your own demons in you all this time
[00:38.99]And you never asked why
[00:40.03]Why my b***hes know smiles
[00:40.96]Why I ran for miles
[00:41.83]Why I changed my style
[00:42.90]Why I look so sad
[00:43.79]Why I get so mad
[00:44.79]Why I want it all to end
[00:45.82]I don't make pretend
[00:47.17]Lost my cousin to the *** he was 15
[00:48.93]But all the *** that the cool kids made seem
[00:50.95]I don't care about my friends because the main thing
[00:52.95]Is that I do the right thing keep my name clean
[00:54.93]And keep my mind clean
[00:56.00]Make peace with my d**n anxiety
[00:57.90]No way I make it back to sobriety
[00:59.82]'Cause all the *** will heal the pain inside of me
[01:03.15]I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
[01:07.14]Can't figure out why I can't figure out
[01:11.94]Can't take away the pain
[01:16.10]I'm borderline insane
[01:20.27]Why why why
[01:23.86]I'm borderline insane
[01:27.74]Why why why
[01:31.71]I'm borderline insane
[01:34.03]I can never focus on the s**t that works
[01:35.62]If you give me 50 dollars for my verse
[01:37.03]I'll make it work
[01:37.65]But I'll write a f**kin' lie
[01:38.51]'Cause the truth is all that hurts
[01:39.51]I don't think it's a surprise
[01:40.41]All my problems are the worst
[01:41.35]Triple seven on my wrist but it don't mean jack s**t
[01:43.50]Number of the angel I f**kin' thought they exist
[01:45.55]Just wanna live 2020 ain't that s**t
[01:47.53]Locked in my room when I'm about to go batshit
[01:49.87]I wish I could say it to light
[01:51.57]Age 17 thought I wanted to die
[01:53.34]But I cannot lie even why I do try
[01:55.19]True word from my heart to the end of my life
[01:59.31]Word from my heart to the end of my life
[02:01.19]Why
[02:03.06]Word from my heart to the end of my life
[02:05.59]I'm breaking down I'm breaking down
[02:09.58]Can't figure out why I can't figure out
[02:14.42]Can't take away the pain
[02:18.58]I'm borderline insane