飞向自己的天空 - If I Die Tonight

[ti:]If I Die Tonight
[ar:] My Gloomy Sky
[al:] My Gloomy Sky

Darkness looms
a silent storm
In the depths of a tortured soul
A battle rages night and day
As depression leads to this fateful fray
If I die tonight will anyone care
In this endless void I'm lost and scared
Thoughts like daggers piercing my mind
Depression's grip leaving me behind
The world seems cold a distant place
My heart is numb in this endless race
If I die tonight will it be the end
Or just a new beginning I can't pretend
I'm fighting hard against the tide
But the darkness pulls me deep inside
If I die tonight who will cry
In this silent struggle I'm asking why
The pain is real it cuts like a knife
My soul is bleeding
in this endless strife
Thoughts of death a constant cloud
If I die tonight will it be allowed
I look for light in this sea of gloom
But the shadows follow like a doomed tomb
If I die tonight will it be my fate
Or can I find a way to break this hate
The keyboard's notes a haunting sound
Adding to the chaos in this downward bound
My voice is raw in this desperate cry
If I die tonight will anyone hear me sigh
I'm fighting hard against the tide
But the darkness pulls me deep inside
If I die tonight who will cry
In this silent struggle I'm asking why
The battle rages on until the end
In this fight against the bitter friend
Depression's hold may it finally break
If I die tonight let there be no mistake
That I fought with all I had in this tragic state